stillsmiling

Day three -- Not gonna lie! I'm pooped.. I've gotten more exercise this week than I've had in years hahaha! I've managed to get this wheelchair and no use of my feet thing down pat!! So much so, my nurse that came for physical therapy yesterday said she didn't feel like she needed to come back for more visits! I'm gonna need a new license soon.....to carry these guns!! ๐Ÿ”ซ๐Ÿ”ซ Time to try and find my comfy spot and sleeeeeep ๐Ÿ’ค๐Ÿ’จ๐Ÿ’‹โœŒโ™ฟโš“#daythree #frostbite #beefinup #stillmissmyboo #newnormal #toefreeisthewaytobe #stillsmiling #wornout #positivemind #hurtingbuthopeful #newfoundstrength

Day three -- Not gonna lie! I'm pooped.. I've gotten more exercise this week than I've had in years hahaha! I've managed to get this wheelchair and no use of my feet thing down pat!! So much so, my nurse that came for physical therapy yesterday said she didn't feel like she needed to come back for more visits! I'm gonna need a new license soon.....to carry these guns!! ๐Ÿ”ซ๐Ÿ”ซ Time to try and find my comfy spot and sleeeeeep ๐Ÿ’ค๐Ÿ’จ๐Ÿ’‹โœŒโ™ฟโš“#daythree #frostbite #beefinup #stillmissmyboo #newnormal #toefreeisthewaytobe #stillsmiling #wornout #positivemind #hurtingbuthopeful #newfoundstrength

Long post!.I didn't want to post *anything* today. The up and down #wisconsinweather is just really doing me in, and I keep going from feeling great to being in a #flare nearly every 24hrs. ๐Ÿ˜ซ It's been very, very rough..The middle of the week is always hard for me even when I feel well because my weight always goes up before going down on Sunday. I'm having a hard time trusting it will go down again on Sunday, and it's really bringing *me* down. I want to get to that 20lb mark so badly, but I haven't been able to do any extra activities due to my #chronicpain. I am just filled with doubt on to of all the whirlwind emotions my inflammation brings with it..But I'm eating right. Even through celebrating my #40thbirthday this week I have been within my calorie budget - including going out for sushi and having my first #halotop ice cream - and I've been getting enough calories even when I don't want to eat due to pain or nausea. That's a big deal! ๐Ÿ˜ฎ.I didn't really like this picture when I took it this morning. I'm 40 years old today, and this is my favorite shirt. My hair hasn't been washed all week and I'm not wearing any makeup because I'm just lucky I could change my clothes today. It's been a rough day physically, but as I've gone through my day I've realized I've had to keep adjusting my shirt and that it's kind of hanging off of me funny... I finally went and took a real look in the full length mirror and saw my first real glimpse of my weight loss so far! ๐Ÿ˜„๐Ÿค— That's a really big deal!.Today I got on the floor and had a push-up competition with my 10 year old and his friend. #WAT ๐Ÿ˜ฎ My average steps per day have been slowly increasing from between 1500 and 3000 to between 3000 and 5000 (with a few 1500 flare days). ๐Ÿ‘ฃ๐ŸŽ‰ That is freaking HUGE. ๐Ÿ˜ฑ.Even though I am miserable and feel like I'm failing... I'm seeing signs everywhere telling me I'm not. And I'm just really damn proud of myself. I certainly am one badass #warrior!.#chronicillnes #fibromyalgia #rheumatoidarthritis #hypothyroidism #chronicpainwarrior #weightlosswithchronicpain #badass #stillsmiling #stillfighting #40th #birthday #im40 #fedupfam #fatgirlfedupdietbet

Long post!.I didn't want to post *anything* today. The up and down #wisconsinweather is just really doing me in, and I keep going from feeling great to being in a #flare nearly every 24hrs. ๐Ÿ˜ซ It's been very, very rough..The middle of the week is always hard for me even when I feel well because my weight always goes up before going down on Sunday. I'm having a hard time trusting it will go down again on Sunday, and it's really bringing *me* down. I want to get to that 20lb mark so badly, but I haven't been able to do any extra activities due to my #chronicpain . I am just filled with doubt on to of all the whirlwind emotions my inflammation brings with it..But I'm eating right. Even through celebrating my #40thbirthday this week I have been within my calorie budget - including going out for sushi and having my first #halotop ice cream - and I've been getting enough calories even when I don't want to eat due to pain or nausea. That's a big deal! ๐Ÿ˜ฎ.I didn't really like this picture when I took it this morning. I'm 40 years old today, and this is my favorite shirt. My hair hasn't been washed all week and I'm not wearing any makeup because I'm just lucky I could change my clothes today. It's been a rough day physically, but as I've gone through my day I've realized I've had to keep adjusting my shirt and that it's kind of hanging off of me funny... I finally went and took a real look in the full length mirror and saw my first real glimpse of my weight loss so far! ๐Ÿ˜„๐Ÿค— That's a really big deal!.Today I got on the floor and had a push-up competition with my 10 year old and his friend. #WAT ๐Ÿ˜ฎ My average steps per day have been slowly increasing from between 1500 and 3000 to between 3000 and 5000 (with a few 1500 flare days). ๐Ÿ‘ฃ๐ŸŽ‰ That is freaking HUGE. ๐Ÿ˜ฑ.Even though I am miserable and feel like I'm failing... I'm seeing signs everywhere telling me I'm not. And I'm just really damn proud of myself. I certainly am one badass #warrior !.#chronicillnes #fibromyalgia #rheumatoidarthritis #hypothyroidism #chronicpain warrior #weightlosswithchronicpain #badass #stillsmiling #stillfighting #40th #birthday #im 40 #fedupfam #fatgirlfedupdietbet

This hustle/fight is something different!!! New levels... New Fights!!! When you have a thousand and one thoughts in ur head and ur trying to figure them out at one time shessshhh!!! But i kno the plans He has for me!!! So I’ll fight now and rest lata ๐Ÿ™‹๐Ÿพ‍โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ™‹๐Ÿพ‍โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ™‹๐Ÿพ‍โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿพ‍โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿพ‍โ™€๏ธ #stillsmiling #stilllaughing #stillfighting #stillgoing #crownon

This hustle/fight is something different!!! New levels... New Fights!!! When you have a thousand and one thoughts in ur head and ur trying to figure them out at one time shessshhh!!! But i kno the plans He has for me!!! So Iโ€™ll fight now and rest lata ๐Ÿ™‹๐Ÿพโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ™‹๐Ÿพโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ™‹๐Ÿพโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿพโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿพโ€โ™€๏ธ #stillsmiling #stilllaughing #stillfighting #stillgoing #crownon

If I didn't use humor as a coping mechanism I would go crazy.I like to see the good in every situation and use it as a learning experience. This week couldn't end soon enough for me before I snap. *my car went in the shop on Tuesday and is still there...๐Ÿ˜ท๐Ÿš—*my fur baby had an episode that ended up being vestibular disease. It's kind of like a stroke. We hope after a few weeks he will be back to his normal self. We also found out he has high blood pressure. #gettingoldsucks* our 2 vehicle now maybe having axle issues now.* workouts and food choices have been about 50%* knee acting up and it's NOT the one that's hurt. #wth?Bring on a much needed girls trip.๐Ÿ This gal is off tomorrow!!!!!๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŽ‰

If I didn't use humor as a coping mechanism I would go crazy.I like to see the good in every situation and use it as a learning experience. This week couldn't end soon enough for me before I snap. *my car went in the shop on Tuesday and is still there...๐Ÿ˜ท๐Ÿš—*my fur baby had an episode that ended up being vestibular disease. It's kind of like a stroke. We hope after a few weeks he will be back to his normal self. We also found out he has high blood pressure. #gettingoldsucks * our 2 vehicle now maybe having axle issues now.* workouts and food choices have been about 50%* knee acting up and it's NOT the one that's hurt. #wth ?Bring on a much needed girls trip.๐Ÿ This gal is off tomorrow!!!!!๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŽ‰

A couple who gets wrecked together stays together. Throwing it back to that time we went a little too hard at the wake park. #shegotconcussed #hebustedhischin #stillsmiling #letsdoitagain
Orlando Watersports Complex

A couple who gets wrecked together stays together. Throwing it back to that time we went a little too hard at the wake park. #shegotconcussed #hebustedhischin #stillsmiling #letsdoitagain

Had the funniest email sent to me. I needed that good belly laugh. Thank you. I’ve been giggling about it every time I think of it! #thanksforthelaugh #sofunny #bellylaugh #laughing #stillsmiling #muchneededlaugh

Had the funniest email sent to me. I needed that good belly laugh. Thank you. Iโ€™ve been giggling about it every time I think of it! #thanksforthelaugh #sofunny #bellylaugh #laughing #stillsmiling #muchneededlaugh

So we redid Open Workout 17.2 tonight and I FINALLY got my first (and second) bar muscle-ups. But since we didn't get those first two on video, this one is actually my third, which I did after the workout. However, swipe right for actual footage of what happened when my gym friends saw my first one ๐Ÿ˜œ@smooth105proof#barmuscleup #crossfitopen #crossfitindiantrail #missingpieceofthepuzzle #fiveyearslater๐Ÿ˜ฉ #17twowaslit๐Ÿ˜‚ #stillsmiling #cfit
CrossFit Indian Trail

So we redid Open Workout 17.2 tonight and I FINALLY got my first (and second) bar muscle-ups. But since we didn't get those first two on video, this one is actually my third, which I did after the workout. However, swipe right for actual footage of what happened when my gym friends saw my first one ๐Ÿ˜œ@smooth105proof #barmuscleup #crossfitopen #crossfitindiantrail #missingpieceofthepuzzle #fiveyearslater ๐Ÿ˜ฉ #17twowaslit๐Ÿ˜‚ #stillsmiling #cfit

When mum hogs the limelight... #stillsmiling #itsadogslife๐Ÿพ #dogsofinstagram #sheishome

When mum hogs the limelight... #stillsmiling #itsadogslife ๐Ÿพ #dogsofinstagram #sheishome

#TBT Young B..Always been picture perfect!! #throwbike #throwbackthursday #TBT #StillSmiling

#TBT Young B..Always been picture perfect!! #throwbike #throwbackthursday #TBT #StillSmiling

Made it to the New Year smiling...setting the way for 2018!! #weddingoftheyear #tomandjadieswedding #2018 #stillsmiling

Made it to the New Year smiling...setting the way for 2018!! #weddingoftheyear #tomandjadieswedding #2018 #stillsmiling

Dark and cold as balls out but rocked my #twoaweek at #zumba!! Routine #hurtssogood and #stillsmiling!

Dark and cold as balls out but rocked my #twoaweek at #zumba !! Routine #hurtssogood and #stillsmiling !

ThrowbackChanging your hair, will definitely change your #mood. Trust me I'm a #hairstylist. ๐Ÿ’‡๐Ÿ’†Since #Black Is such a #happy color, I decided on #happiness๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜†Scars....they all tell a story of who we are and what we have endured. I had to relearn that this is nothing to be ashamed of. I'm a perfect Imperfection, and since you don't need to be perfect to inspire, I hope someone finds inspiration by how i deal with my imperfections. ๐Ÿ‘‘โค๐Ÿ”ดโšซ๐Ÿ’š๐ŸŒฑ #accidentshappen #scarface #scars #wounded #stillsmiling #smile #living #testimony #inspiration #inspire #vegan #veganlife #momLife #healthyliving #herbs #healing #healingfoods #aloevera #sheabutter #perfect #imperfections #unashamed #unbothered #GodBody #IAM

ThrowbackChanging your hair, will definitely change your #mood . Trust me I'm a #hairstylist . ๐Ÿ’‡๐Ÿ’†Since #Black Is such a #happy color, I decided on #happiness ๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜†Scars....they all tell a story of who we are and what we have endured. I had to relearn that this is nothing to be ashamed of. I'm a perfect Imperfection, and since you don't need to be perfect to inspire, I hope someone finds inspiration by how i deal with my imperfections. ๐Ÿ‘‘โค๐Ÿ”ดโšซ๐Ÿ’š๐ŸŒฑ #accidentshappen #scarface #scars #wounded #stillsmiling #smile #living #testimony #inspiration #inspire #vegan #vegan life #momLife #healthyliving #herbs #healing #healing foods #aloevera #sheabutter #perfect #imperfections #unashamed #unbothered #GodBody #IAM

Circuit Thursdays...lovely Dev Squad Ladies demonstrating the wall sit and tuck jump! #ptrc #putneytownrowingclub #ptrcdevsquad #circuittraining #rowingworkout #thursday #thursdayworkout #wallsit #tuckjumps #stillsmiling #boomerang
Putney Town Rowing Club

Circuit Thursdays...lovely Dev Squad Ladies demonstrating the wall sit and tuck jump! #ptrc #putneytownrowingclub #ptrc devsquad #circuittraining #rowingworkout #thursday #thursday workout #wallsit #tuckjumps #stillsmiling #boomerang

I don’t talk a lot about Autism but it impacts every decision, conversation and activity that I do with my boys. Today was so hard on my heart and I wasn’t sure if I could handle much more. I stepped back at supper time and just watched Max. He’s so amazing and everyday I learn something new about the world because he sees it in a different way. Today was hard, but tomorrow will be better. #autism #autismawareness #lifewithboys #stillsmiling

I donโ€™t talk a lot about Autism but it impacts every decision, conversation and activity that I do with my boys. Today was so hard on my heart and I wasnโ€™t sure if I could handle much more. I stepped back at supper time and just watched Max. Heโ€™s so amazing and everyday I learn something new about the world because he sees it in a different way. Today was hard, but tomorrow will be better. #autism #autism awareness #lifewithboys #stillsmiling

Special friend fun silly times!! 45 mins from home! #snowangel #firstontheslopes #stillsmiling More on Saturday please!! @memma_80 xxx

Special friend fun silly times!! 45 mins from home! #snowangel #firstontheslopes #stillsmiling More on Saturday please!! @memma_80 xxx

Another #rugby #tbt. Seems I do more reminiscing these days than I do actually playing, but just thinking about playing makes me #smile. I can't wait to get back out there one of these days when I'm finally healthy... #pwrfc #alwaysinjured #oldman #stillsmilingAlso, get a #haircut ya damn #hippie
Memorial Hall (Philadelphia)

Another #rugby #tbt . Seems I do more reminiscing these days than I do actually playing, but just thinking about playing makes me #smile . I can't wait to get back out there one of these days when I'm finally healthy... #pwrfc #alwaysinjured #oldman #stillsmiling Also, get a #haircut ya damn #hippie

10 miler with a Hoad Hill finish last Sunday ๐Ÿ˜ฐ #UlverstonHoad #StillSmiling

10 miler with a Hoad Hill finish last Sunday ๐Ÿ˜ฐ #UlverstonHoad #StillSmiling

When ur late to class stuck in traffic and have to walk across campus....#stillsmiling..
St. Petersburg College St. Petersburg/Gibbs Campus

When ur late to class stuck in traffic and have to walk across campus....#stillsmiling ..

Milk + nap + breathing tx + nosefrida= sicky baby #sendcaffeine #poormisspoopkin #stillsmiling #feelingbetter

Milk + nap + breathing tx + nosefrida= sicky baby #sendcaffeine #poormisspoopkin #stillsmiling #feelingbetter

Can't bate birthdays or most of your childhood spend in hospital. #throwback #throwbackthursday #me #oldpic #birthday #bedhead #tbt #memories #stillsmiling #4 #somefashion #vintage #kodak #whatabeaut #instago #filters #lourdes #throw๐Ÿ”™

Can't bate birthdays or most of your childhood spend in hospital. #throw back #throw back thursday #me #oldpic #birthday #bedhead #tbt #me mories #stillsmiling #4 #somefashion #vintage #kodak #whatabeaut #instago #filters #lourdes #throw ๐Ÿ”™

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