Ashley Brehm

Ashley Brehm

@ ashleyinwanderland

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I’m tired of chasing after people. I’m tired of fighting for them, and I’m tired of saving them. I’m tired of putting my time and effort in people who don’t care. People who’s words don’t match their actions. I’m tired, exhausted of giving too much, of receiving too little. And I know you can’t understand this because you’re on the other side of the situation. I chase you. I rescue you. I care for you and do things to make your life easier, but who’s there for me? Who’s there to comfort me when I feel as if I don’t have enough in me? When I don’t want to keep going? See, the problem is, I’ve given you more than I should have and this has made you blind, and I say this because you think I won’t leave. You think I don’t have the guts to do so but you’re wrong. You’re wrong about everything. I love myself and the only regret I have is, that I didn’t realize this sooner. Only I can save myself and I don’t need a part of weak hands to try and catch me as I fall....📸 of me by my love @charlottelittlewolf edited by me 😬✌🏻.................#hboutheere#modernoutdoorsman#whpadventure#neverstopexploring#sonya7#earthpix#instagram#sonyalpha#moodygrams#livefolk#ucitylimitless#heatercentral#nikonusa#huffpostgram#loveisouttherecontest#weta#artofvisuals#folkgood#igmasters#natgeocreative#mobilemag#createcommune#discoverglobe#liveauthentic#newzealand#freedomthinkers#justgoshoot#agameoftones#trappingtones

I’m tired of chasing after people. I’m tired of fighting for them, and I’m tired of saving them. I’m tired of putting my time and effort in people who don’t care. People who’s words don’t match their actions. I’m tired, exhausted of giving too much, of receiving too little. And I know you can’t understand this because you’re on the other side of the situation. I chase you. I rescue you. I care for you and do things to make your life easier, but who’s there for me? Who’s there to comfort me when I feel as if I don’t have enough in me? When I don’t want to keep going? See, the problem is, I’ve given you more than I should have and this has made you blind, and I say this because you think I won’t leave. You think I don’t have the guts to do so but you’re wrong. You’re wrong about everything. I love myself and the only regret I have is, that I didn’t realize this sooner. Only I can save myself and I don’t need a part of weak hands to try and catch me as I fall....📸 of me by my love @charlottelittlewolf edited by me 😬✌🏻.................#hboutheere #modernoutdoorsman #whpadventure #neverstopexploring #sonya 7#earthpix #instagram #sonya lpha#moodygrams #livefolk #ucitylimitless #heatercentral #nikonusa #huffpostgram #loveisouttherecontest #weta #artofvisuals #folkgood #igmasters #natgeocreative #mobilemag #createcommune #discoverglobe #liveauthentic #newzealand #freedomthinkers #justgoshoot #agameoftones #trappingtones

What are you thankful for? ...I know I've posted this photo already, but this year I am beyond thankful for the amazing group of friends and family that I have in my life. All of you have pushed me to pursue my dreams and create a life that I can be proud of. We have traveled together, laughed together, cried together, and I'm sure at some point have wanted to kill each other, but I love you all more than I can even begin to explain. I couldn't have asked for a more amazing group of people to come into my life and shake it up. 🖤 Happy Thanksgiving................#hboutheere#modernoutdoorsman#whpadventure#neverstopexploring#sonya7#earthpix#instagram#sonyalpha#moodygrams#livefolk#ucitylimitless#heatercentral#nikonusa#huffpostgram#loveisouttherecontest#weta#artofvisuals#folkgood#igmasters#natgeocreative#mobilemag#createcommune#discoverglobe#liveauthentic#newzealand#freedomthinkers#justgoshoot#agameoftones#trappingtones

What are you thankful for? ...I know I've posted this photo already, but this year I am beyond thankful for the amazing group of friends and family that I have in my life. All of you have pushed me to pursue my dreams and create a life that I can be proud of. We have traveled together, laughed together, cried together, and I'm sure at some point have wanted to kill each other, but I love you all more than I can even begin to explain. I couldn't have asked for a more amazing group of people to come into my life and shake it up. 🖤 Happy Thanksgiving................#hboutheere #modernoutdoorsman #whpadventure #neverstopexploring #sonya 7#earthpix #instagram #sonya lpha#moodygrams #livefolk #ucitylimitless #heatercentral #nikonusa #huffpostgram #loveisouttherecontest #weta #artofvisuals #folkgood #igmasters #natgeocreative #mobilemag #createcommune #discoverglobe #liveauthentic #newzealand #freedomthinkers #justgoshoot #agameoftones #trappingtones

After a day of R&R, I'm back on the road. Off to the coast to see my kiddos, and then back to Bend to spend the holiday with my family. Gonna feel good to not be living out of my suitcase, for a few days at least 🤦🏼‍♀️...................#insta_crew #awesome_earth  #special_shots  #ig_worldclub #artofvisuals  #aov #watchthisinstagood #agameoftones  #instagram  #vsco  #vscogood #awesome_earthpix  #thecreatorclass #lifeofadventure #folkgood  #mobilemag  #wildernessculture #discoverearth #pnwonderland  #createcommune #ourplanetdaily #livefolk #pnwcollective  #moodygrams #pacificnorthwestexplored  #getoutside #thevisualscollective #beautifuldestinations #stayandwander #wishyouwerenorthwest

After a day of R&R, I'm back on the road. Off to the coast to see my kiddos, and then back to Bend to spend the holiday with my family. Gonna feel good to not be living out of my suitcase, for a few days at least 🤦🏼‍♀️...................#insta _crew #awesome _earth  #special _shots  #ig _worldclub #artofvisuals   #aov #watchthisinstagood #agameoftones   #insta gram  #vsco   #vsco good #awesome _earthpix  #thecreatorclass #lifeofadventure #folkgood   #mobilemag   #wildernessculture #discoverearth #pnwonderland   #createcommune  #ourplanetdaily #livefolk #pnwcollective   #moodygrams #pacificnorthwestexplored   #getoutside #thevisualscollective #beautifuldestinations #stayandwander #wishyouwerenorthwest

And at times, she didn’t know many things.She didn’t know if she wanted to remain lostOr if she wanted someone To come looking for her.She didn’t know if she wanted to stayOr if she wanted to go.She didn’t know who she was, Or who she was supposed to be…But she did know one thing.She knew she wanted someone to fall in love with her heartbeat before they fell in love with anything else she had to offer....................#hboutheere#modernoutdoorsman#whpadventure#neverstopexploring#sonya7#earthpix#instagram#sonyalpha#moodygrams#livefolk#ucitylimitless#heatercentral#nikonusa#huffpostgram#loveisouttherecontest#weta#artofvisuals#folkgood#igmasters#natgeocreative#mobilemag#createcommune#discoverglobe#liveauthentic#newzealand#freedomthinkers#justgoshoot#agameoftones#trappingtones

And at times, she didn’t know many things.She didn’t know if she wanted to remain lostOr if she wanted someone To come looking for her.She didn’t know if she wanted to stayOr if she wanted to go.She didn’t know who she was, Or who she was supposed to be…But she did know one thing.She knew she wanted someone to fall in love with her heartbeat before they fell in love with anything else she had to offer....................#hboutheere #modernoutdoorsman #whpadventure #neverstopexploring #sonya 7#earthpix #instagram #sonya lpha#moodygrams #livefolk #ucitylimitless #heatercentral #nikonusa #huffpostgram #loveisouttherecontest #weta #artofvisuals #folkgood #igmasters #natgeocreative #mobilemag #createcommune #discoverglobe #liveauthentic #newzealand #freedomthinkers #justgoshoot #agameoftones #trappingtones

We all have to lose our minds a little.We all have to follow our hearts blindlyAnd we all have to walk through fireNo matter how bad it gets.That is how you will find the thingsYou need to believe again.That is how you will find your way back home....📸 of me by my dear @jude_allen...........#hboutheere#modernoutdoorsman#whpadventure#neverstopexploring#sonya7#earthpix#instagram#sonyalpha#moodygrams#livefolk#ucitylimitless#heatercentral#nikonusa#huffpostgram#loveisouttherecontest#weta#artofvisuals#folkgood#igmasters#natgeocreative#mobilemag#createcommune#discoverglobe#liveauthentic#newzealand#freedomthinkers#justgoshoot#agameoftones#trappingtones

We all have to lose our minds a little.We all have to follow our hearts blindlyAnd we all have to walk through fireNo matter how bad it gets.That is how you will find the thingsYou need to believe again.That is how you will find your way back home....📸 of me by my dear @jude_allen ...........#hboutheere #modernoutdoorsman #whpadventure #neverstopexploring #sonya 7#earthpix #instagram #sonya lpha#moodygrams #livefolk #ucitylimitless #heatercentral #nikonusa #huffpostgram #loveisouttherecontest #weta #artofvisuals #folkgood #igmasters #natgeocreative #mobilemag #createcommune #discoverglobe #liveauthentic #newzealand #freedomthinkers #justgoshoot #agameoftones #trappingtones

I wrote you a love letter to explain how I felt about us-folded it neatly into a paper plane and threw it off a cliff. You left for a reason, so I shouldn't look back and feel heart break. The past doesn’t have mercy on my future and sometimes the future isn’t shaped by the past. You design your own destiny and you should never build a home out of those who broke you. 🖤..................#hboutheere#modernoutdoorsman#whpadventure#neverstopexploring#sonya7#earthpix#instagram#sonyalpha#moodygrams#livefolk#ucitylimitless#heatercentral#nikonusa#huffpostgram#loveisouttherecontest#weta#artofvisuals#folkgood#igmasters#natgeocreative#mobilemag#createcommune#discoverglobe#liveauthentic#newzealand#freedomthinkers#justgoshoot#agameoftones#trappingtones

I wrote you a love letter to explain how I felt about us-folded it neatly into a paper plane and threw it off a cliff. You left for a reason, so I shouldn't look back and feel heart break. The past doesn’t have mercy on my future and sometimes the future isn’t shaped by the past. You design your own destiny and you should never build a home out of those who broke you. 🖤..................#hboutheere #modernoutdoorsman #whpadventure #neverstopexploring #sonya 7#earthpix #instagram #sonya lpha#moodygrams #livefolk #ucitylimitless #heatercentral #nikonusa #huffpostgram #loveisouttherecontest #weta #artofvisuals #folkgood #igmasters #natgeocreative #mobilemag #createcommune #discoverglobe #liveauthentic #newzealand #freedomthinkers #justgoshoot #agameoftones #trappingtones

Eventually it all hurts and yes,I know things do get better butThe days between now and then are the hardest to come by. I just hope I could survive anotherStorm until the sun comes backInto my life..................#insta_crew #awesome_earth  #special_shots  #ig_worldclub #artofvisuals  #aov #watchthisinstagood #agameoftones  #instagram  #vsco  #vscogood #awesome_earthpix  #thecreatorclass #lifeofadventure #folkgood  #mobilemag  #wildernessculture #discoverearth #pnwonderland  #createcommune #ourplanetdaily #livefolk #pnwcollective  #moodygrams #pacificnorthwestexplored  #getoutside #thevisualscollective #beautifuldestinations #stayandwander #wishyouwerenorthwest

Eventually it all hurts and yes,I know things do get better butThe days between now and then are the hardest to come by. I just hope I could survive anotherStorm until the sun comes backInto my life..................#insta _crew #awesome _earth  #special _shots  #ig _worldclub #artofvisuals   #aov #watchthisinstagood #agameoftones   #insta gram  #vsco   #vsco good #awesome _earthpix  #thecreatorclass #lifeofadventure #folkgood   #mobilemag   #wildernessculture #discoverearth #pnwonderland   #createcommune  #ourplanetdaily #livefolk #pnwcollective   #moodygrams #pacificnorthwestexplored   #getoutside #thevisualscollective #beautifuldestinations #stayandwander #wishyouwerenorthwest

She brought out the storm in people because she knew where ever there were dark skies and wild winds slept a truth. A truth that described how much love one can leave behind the moment they accept all the pain they have lived. And that is all she ever wanted, for everyone around her to embrace their storms and make love to their own violent winds...................#hboutheere#modernoutdoorsman#whpadventure#neverstopexploring#sonya7#earthpix#instagram#sonyalpha#moodygrams#livefolk#ucitylimitless#heatercentral#nikonusa#huffpostgram#loveisouttherecontest#weta#artofvisuals#folkgood#igmasters#natgeocreative#mobilemag#createcommune#discoverglobe#liveauthentic#newzealand#freedomthinkers#justgoshoot#agameoftones#trappingtones

She brought out the storm in people because she knew where ever there were dark skies and wild winds slept a truth. A truth that described how much love one can leave behind the moment they accept all the pain they have lived. And that is all she ever wanted, for everyone around her to embrace their storms and make love to their own violent winds...................#hboutheere #modernoutdoorsman #whpadventure #neverstopexploring #sonya 7#earthpix #instagram #sonya lpha#moodygrams #livefolk #ucitylimitless #heatercentral #nikonusa #huffpostgram #loveisouttherecontest #weta #artofvisuals #folkgood #igmasters #natgeocreative #mobilemag #createcommune #discoverglobe #liveauthentic #newzealand #freedomthinkers #justgoshoot #agameoftones #trappingtones